Season two is here and I only now think it's absurd to break it up into seasons.  I explain why I left, and why it took me so long to come back. Not terribly in depth, but it's a start.  I also emotionally talk about Mary York for a bit, which is what sparked this recording. I plan on doing more on this story in the future. 

Episode 14 - Mary York Part 1 - Welcome Back

This is the end of season one.  I talk with R about some of the things he's had to witness and live with ....but still wakes up every morning excited to see the world. And he does it without sounding cornball about it.  His personal mantra "pick your head up" is truly inspirational, and I think everyone will enjoy this talk.  See you in a couple months for season two! 

Episode 13 - Guest - R H - Pick Your Head Up

This episode I recount as many memories as I can about Scott, my dad, who I had a turbulent relationship with my entire life.  I couldn't understand why he refused to try and break the cycle his father, as far as I knew, built. Why continue with physical and mental abuse? I sure haven't. I can't. I've always known I'm a self centered selfish person deep down, but after having two kids of my own it really changed that perspective for me. The world doesn't need two more screwed up people, and I'm gonna do my best to help them have normal, if not successful, lives. 

Episode 12 - Happy Father's Day

This episode I go back into my memory files and talk about my half sister's dad, who physically abused my mom and I for a long time.   While I believe, in the long run, it had a positive effect on me, I don't think that's a rationalization for any adult to abuse a child. They aren't getting tougher, they're just understanding who they shouldn't be....and is that the type of example a parental figure should be? 

Episode 11 - (True) Stories of Child Abuse

This week I sat down with JB, who has panic attacks. He also has a good message for everyone. I start the show with a clip from David Letterman's Netflix show, where he talks with Kanye West. It's short, but.....interesting. I wish more celebrities used their platform to talk about mental health.    If you need to reach out, please e-mail me at TroubleUnderstandingPod@mail.com   

Episode 10 - Guest - JB - Panic Attacks

This week I found myself digging into the Tim Jones Jr case. If you weren't aware, which is not surprising given the lack of traction the story has, this is a man who murdered his five children in 2014.  It wasn't an easy episode to make, I had to stop and take breaks just to keep my own sanity in check. Luckily I wasn't far from either of my own kids to just crawl into their world for a bit and maybe even get a hug.  The murders aren't the point, and this isn't a true crime podcast. 

Episode 9 - It's Okay To Talk About It - Tim Jones Jr

  Jo discusses her life long struggle with being bi polar, depression, and anxiety. She was diagnosed at 13, and her parents convinced her she should be embarrassed by the illness instead of trying to understand it.  I sit down with another friend from the past. I'm shocked it's been ten years, give or take, since the last time we were around each other.  Life takes us down different paths, and some times we think we are gaining wisdom without realizing we're losing some people that mean a lot to us. Thank goodness for second chances, right? 

Episode 8 - Guest - Jo - Bi-Polar

This week I talk in detail about some past memories I started writing about last year, most likely an ongoing thing as well.   I also share a clip I recorded when I realized I'd fallen into a depressive hole out of nowhere. I found it interesting to hear myself out loud talking about things usually reserved for simply thinking about.  If you want to talk on a future episode, or just want to talk to a stranger, feel free to email me at troubleunderstandingpod@mail.com or come join the Facebook group! Just search for the podcast and it'll pop up! 

Episode 7 - Where Did Your Best Friend Go?

This episode I sit down with award winning author, host of Hill House Manor, and....my mother in law.  We talk about her childhood days and the early stress and struggles she faced that led to later mental health concerns. Linda opens up about her diagnosed paranoia, depression, and mania as well as coping with the death of her first husband and how she transformed from it.  She's written the award winning novel The Anchor is the Key, and the Brandon's Ghost series of children's books. All are available on Amazon and at the link below. https://www.amazon.com/s?k=linda+anthony+hill&ref=nb_sb_noss If you'd like to talk about CBD oil and how it's helped me get out of my own brain fog, shoot me an email at troubleunderstandingpod@mail.com or drop me a line on the podcasts facebook page.  And finally, because I love the animals and I think it's funny when people march, on August 17th in Dallas, Tx The Official Animal Rights March is happening. So go strut your marching skills for some puppies or a hippo. 

Episode 6 - Guest - Linda H - Paranoid

Another lonely episode, talking about the mental topics that pop in.  I slightly rant about my rough experiences with a young doctor, my time with an  experienced counselor, the help i've gotten from an inexperienced person, and ....an idea for future episodes to add more meat to them!  Stick with me!    New episode every Tuesday, if you'd like to share your story, email me at TroubleUnderstandingPod@mail.com (no typo!), or contact me on facebook on the podcast's page!     

Episode 5 - Bad Doctors, Unintentional Help, and a Rainbow

I've had a 20 friendship with todays guest, although it's been odd at best the past five or so years.  In all those years we've never had a discussion like this. About our inner workings as people. This is a first, and we are sharing it with you.  This is likely part one of an ongoing talk with Chad. Who doesn't necessarily struggle with a diagnosed mental illness, but possibly a self imposed one? At 40 he is finally trying to figure out who he really is, and it's genuinely interesting and relatable to nearly anyone. 

Episode 4 - Guest - Chad P - Neutral

This episode I talk to Damian, a friend of mine for a few years now. Someone who shares the same dark humor and outlook as me, but at the same time maintains a very positive optimistic disposition. He has no question of who he is, or his place in the world. He just is, and the universe grants him gifts. Right? I think so.   I thought it would be important to talk to someone who does see the sunny side of things, looks for the gleam of light in a bad situation. I think that's an important thing to discuss, especially for people that possibly hang on to the bad stuff.  I hope you enjoy, and please reach out any time at TROUBLEUNDERSTANDINGPOD@MAIL.COM 

Episode 3 - Guest - Damian Z - Optimistic

Another solo episode as I start booking guests for future episodes. Flying solo means you get to know a whole lot of Joe. Feel free to contact me any time if you need to talk or if you'd like to guest at TroubleUnderstandingPod@mail.com   

Episode 2 - Anxieties & Plans

While this sort of acts as an introductory episode, this podcast isn't meant to be listened to in order. I don't do much in the way of call backs, and if I do I explain it out. Unless the title of the episode ends in a number, you're safe to listen without worrying about missing anything.     The first episode.  While I don't get too deep yet, I wanted to spark some talk about my opinion of suicide hotlines. I also talk about Jim Carrey's current way of thinking.   It's a brief 20ish minute episode. Hopefully you'll come back for the next one!  To get in touch, please email me at TroubleUnderstandingPod@mail.com 

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